Sup you guys.
Everyday I wake up without you next to me. Knowing I can’t just call in to work and come over to your house, so we can watch movies all day while we lay in bed. Having tickle fights and soft kisses. Why can’t this be easier? I hate it here, I can’t stand what I do. I thought I’d be doing something important. Something that could make you proud of me. But it has turned into something that just keeps us these 20 hours apart. It isn’t fair that people who just met get to spend so much time together. Why can’t I be happy? Why can’t we be together. When I was a kid, I thought growing up would be awesome. I’d have a girl friend. I’d kiss her and hug her. I’d have the coolest job. Live in a great place and have a family with my wife. A dog running around the back yard. Why can’t we have that? It just isn’t fair that now I have you but at the same time I don’t.